lying in this pool of puke
            there's nothing i can do
                                      whatever happened to the thought
                                             the thought of m e and you

                    it's over now and i can't believe it
                          and as i t ake this pill
                  or should i simply slit my wrists
           or jump off my window sill?

         todays will be not like
       those dumb tomorrows i dread
               wishing ever ytime to be nothing
                          but sti ff still and dea d

            as i get this ra  zor blade
        and slice thr ough that thick  blue  vei n
                                i'll be thinking abou    t you
                             and ho  w you dr  ove me ins ane

      a s i lie in th is p  ool of blo  od
                                          i w ish i had n't done it
          yo u we ren't wo  rth dying for
    you st up id pei ce of sh it!

~kristina elizabeth~
1995