I'm Glad

Wallowing in this pool of hate
        not finding any answers.
   Warm blood flowing from my wrists.
                My mind flashes little memories.
      You, me, the sound, the waves.
  crashing down but never rising.
            I am that wave.
    for I have fallen
                Down to a point, I'll never return.
          Not that I want to.

            I HATE THAT BEACH!!!
       im GLAD the tornado is taking me away.
           Im glad I am lifting up, in a
     sense of unreality.
  I'm glad I'm up here, to look down.
                  On you and your tears!
      Im glad I'm gone!
             Im glad you're crying!
        Just seeing that
                 is why its worth dying!

 1995