here are the poems that i wrote when i was unhappy. from pain to paper, they sort of just manifested. there may be things in these poems that people who are close to me wont find very appealing. so this is just a warning. most of the time if i felt something, i wrote it. it didnt actually happen.

im hoping that those that venture to this page who know me and may have concerns know me and my life history well enough to know that i would never do anything to take myself away from this world. these are words. from the heart, true, but they are just words.

thanks.