for a while i have been wanting to put my poems back on the web site but i just never was motivated. recent events caused me to recognize the importance of taking a trip back through the pains that i have been through. i have been through too much so far to give in to old habits. i need this site to remind myself that things can be over come. out of darkness there is always light. the light that i have is lit by the support that i have from my family and friends. thank you.